Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Crap

Today I realized what love is...
What it means to long for a woman...
What it is to burn in the flames of love...

Today I know what it means to spurn a woman...
And learnt how impossible it is to woo her back...
And learnt it the hard way, I did...

Today I think of those times when she was there...
For me and me alone...
And never did I pay any heed...

Today I look at those friends who never were...
Who left me when I needed them the most...
Who attained their love, yet left me gasping for mine...

Today, today I am, but all alone...
With neither love nor friends who are mine...
All alone...all alone!

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Gibran on love - beautiful verses!

A few verses by Gibran on love - well written indeed!


"When love beckons to you follow him,

Though his ways are hard and steep.

And when his wings enfold you yield to him,

Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.

And when he speaks to you believe in him,

Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden.

For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning.

Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,

So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.

Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself.

He threshes you to make you naked.

He sifts you to free you from your husks.

He grinds you to whiteness.

He kneads you until you are pliant;

And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast.

All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart.

But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure,

Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor,

Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears.

Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself.

Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;

For love is sufficient unto love.

When you love you should not say, "God is in my heart," but rather, I am in the heart of God."

And think not you can direct the course of love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.

Love has no other desire but to fulfil itself.

But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:

To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.

To know the pain of too much tenderness.

To be wounded by your own understanding of love;

And to bleed willingly and joyfully.

To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;

To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy;

To return home at eventide with gratitude;

And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips."

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

A little bit of hope...

A little smile, to cheer up an urchin's day
A little love, to pep up a lover's night

My lord, give me a little hope ... to live another day!


A little sunshine, to brighten a rainy day
A little moonlight, to brighten the traveller's road

My lord, give me a little hope ... to live another day!


A little sleep, to calm the critically ill
A little meal, to feed the really poor

My lord, give me a little hope ... to live another day!


A little more faith, to this unbelieving world
A little bit of joy, to end the sorrows of a neglected universe

My lord, give US a little hope ... to live another day!

Tanhayee...

Door kahii sitaaron mein
hai ek anokhi roshni...

Door ghane vaadiyon mein
hai ek naya jahaan...

Le chalo mujhe is duniya se door
jahan rahe bas main aur meri tanhayee...

Door kaali ghataaon mein
hai ek saatwaan aasmaan...

baraste baadlon se banta
hai ek naya kaarvaan...

Le chalo mujhe aisi duniya ki oor
jahan rahe bas main aur meri tanhayee...

Uski nami aankhon mein
hai mera tarasta pyaar...

Uski zulfon ki chaaya mein
hoon main deewaana bekaraar...

Le chalo mujhe ab usse kahii door
jahan rahoon bas main, main aur meri tanhayee...

Monday, February 13, 2006

This does not have any title ... perhaps it was not meant to have one! It's for the one girl I have ever loved ... 'n I know who loved me too. What's in store now? I don't really know ... this Valentine's, some thoughts for her ...

"I am sorry I never could say this to you, but you will always remain in my heart...always! If you really feel the same for me - my heart is still open for you"

I loved you from the moment I saw you
Just that I didn't say...

I think about you always
Just that I never tell you that...

I am here, far from you
Yet I am there, whenever you need me
Just that I never tell you I'm there...

Never a passing thought goes without a mention of you
Never a comment goes without a mention of your name
Just that I never let you know...

The times when you cried, your head on my shoulders
You cried, the tears were mine
Just that you never noticed...

I knew you were in love
Just that you also never told me that...

And now it is too late, or is it?
On our paths we go, maybe never to meet again

There's just a moment left
A moment, just too late?

Do I say those wonderful words to you
Or regret my entire life

That the girl who loved me never was mine
For I just didn't say... "I love you"

Friday, February 10, 2006

Euphoria continues...






EUPHORIA!






Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Ramblings of a wandering soul...

It was the way it all ended that really disturbed me...
I couldn't sleep for days on end ... just thinking about those times. As I readied myself for a new job, a new innings ... I felt out of place ... in a city I called my own. Mumbai seemed strange to me now...as strangers say it does!

All I could think of, is her and her beautiful smile. The child woman, who was anything but one! She broke my heart ... so ruthless ... so merciless ... yet with the smile on!

This did drive me to prove myself all over again ... but whom was I doing this for? I didn't ever need proof of myself ... never did! Why do I need to this, I ask? But I do ... to get over her at least. Else her thoughts will kill every single living moment of my life. I realized the need for a new beginning. Yes, I am back in the past, I am the lone warrior - with no one to cry for. This is my war and I have to fight it! ... The fighter was not dead after all! He lives on to fight another day! He lives on to love another day! 05,16,2005

Thursday, February 02, 2006

A Feeling I Can't Explain

IT'S JUST A FEELING I CAN'T EXPLAIN,

AM I GOING INSANE
JUST TO HEAR YOU SAY MY NAME.
AM I WALKING THROUGH SUSHINE AND RAIN.
OH THE LOVELY FEELING I CAN'T EXPLAIN.

OH THAT FEELING WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME.
FOREVER I HOPE YOU AND I WILL BE.
TO BE WITH YOU I'LL SWIM THROUGH THE SEA.
AM I WALKING THROUGH SUNSHINE OR RAIN.
OH THAT WONDERFUL FEELING I CAN'T EXPLAIN.

OH THAT FEELING I CAN'T EXPLAIN.
AM I GOING INSANE.
JUST TO HEAR YOU SAY MY NAME.
I KNOW I WALKING THROUGH SUNSHINE NOT RAIN.

OH THAT LOVELY, WONDERFUL FEELING I CAN'T EXPLAIN.

LOVING YOU...
OH THAT'S THE THING,
THAT'S THE FEELING I COULDN'T EXPLAIN.


by Brandi Conner - can't really express myself this well! But anyways, this poem is not for me - for a close friend who's discovered love!